The first look was the look that I had been for most of my life with a few alterations, so that would be the one that I was most comfortable in. I feel with this look that people when they first stare at you judge you as kind of a loser and don't really have much reguard for you. The people that have actually given me the time of day know that I am layed back and fun to be around if you just get past the looks.
The second look I didn't get much feed back besides the girl that I've never talked to talking to me. It was kinda disappointing, but at the same time I didn't get no looks like the first one so maybe thats what people perceive as normal. Either way this is the one that I felt least comfortable in because I feel like I'm something that I'm not.
The third was the best because that is the one that got good looks and got acused of stealing. I didn't realize who close to a girl I felt with straightening my hair pretty much every day and applying makeup. Surprisingly though I did actually like the look of this one because I like playing on peoples insecurities when it comes to that stuff and I felt fine in it.
The last one is the same as the second one because it didn't get much feedback. I believe that if I had pushed it even further and had things like the swastica on me then I would have got a different outcome. I don't have anything against other races though so that seemed a little unethical and scary to do. I did notice however that having a shaved head made other races kind of avoid eye contact with me which could be seen as maybe they thought that I could have been a white supremacist and they didn't want to find out.
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